“A Lodging for the Night” — Robert Louis Stevenson
“A Lodging for the Night” — Robert Louis Stevenson
It was late in November 1456. The snow fell over Paris
with rigorous, relentless persistence; sometimes the wind made a sally
and scattered it in flying vortices; sometimes there was a lull, and
flake after flake descended out of the black night air, silent,
circuitous, interminable. To poor people, looking up under moist
eyebrows, it seemed a wonder where it all came from. Master Francis
Villon had propounded an alternative that afternoon, at a tavern window:
was it only Pagan Jupiter plucking geese upon Olympus, or were the holy
angels moulting? He was only a poor Master of Arts, he went on; and as
the question somewhat touched upon divinity, he durst not venture to
conclude. A silly old priest from Montargis, who was among the company,
treated the young rascal to a bottle of wine in honor of the jest and
the grimaces with which it was accompanied, and swore on his own white
beard that he had been just such another irreverent dog when he was
Villon’s age.
The air was raw and pointed, but not far below freezing;
and the flakes were large, damp, and adhesive. The whole city was
sheeted up. An army might have marched from end to end and not a
footfall given the alarm. If there were any belated birds in heaven,
they saw the island like a large white patch, and the bridges like slim
white spars, on the black ground of the river. High up overhead the snow
settled among the tracery of the cathedral towers. Many a niche was
drifted full; many a statue wore a long white bonnet on its grotesque or
sainted head. The gargoyles had been transformed into great false
noses, drooping toward the point. The crockets were like upright pillows
swollen on one side. In the intervals of the wind there was a dull
sound of dripping about the precincts of the church.
The cemetery of St. John had taken its own share of the
snow. All the graves were decently covered; tall, white housetops stood
around in grave array; worthy burghers were long ago in bed,
benightcapped like their domiciles; there was no light in all the
neighborhood but a little peep from a lamp that hung swinging in the
church choir, and tossed the shadows to and fro in time to its
oscillations. The clock was hard on ten when the patrol went by with
halberds and a lantern, beating their hands; and they saw nothing
suspicious about the cemetery of St. John.
Yet there was a small house, backed up against the
cemetery wall, which was still awake, and awake to evil purpose, in that
snoring district. There was not much to betray it from without; only a
stream of warm vapor from the chimney-top, a patch where the snow melted
on the roof, and a few half-obliterated footprints at the door. But
within, behind the shuttered windows, Master Francis Villon, the poet,
and some of the thievish crew with whom he consorted, were keeping the
night alive and passing round the bottle.
A great pile of living embers diffused a strong and
ruddy glow from the arched chimney. Before this straddled Dom Nicolas,
the Picardy monk, with his skirts picked up and his fat legs bared to
the comfortable warmth. His dilated shadow cut the room in half; and the
firelight only escaped on either side of his broad person, and in a
little pool between his outspread feet. His face had the beery, bruised
appearance of the continual drinker’s; it was covered with a network of
congested veins, purple in ordinary circumstances, but now pale violet,
for even with his back to the fire the cold pinched him on the other
side. His cowl had half fallen back, and made a strange excrescence on
either side of his bull neck. So he straddled, grumbling, and cut the
room in half with the shadow of his portly frame.
On the right, Villon and Guy Tabary were huddled
together over a scrap of parchment; Villon making a ballade which he was
to call the Ballade of Roast Fish, and Tabary spluttering
admiration at his shoulder. The poet was a rag of a man, dark, little,
and lean, with hollow cheeks and thin black locks. He carried his
four-and-twenty years with feverish animation. Greed had made folds
about his eyes, evil smiles had puckered his mouth. The wolf and pig
struggled together in his face. It was an eloquent, sharp, ugly, earthly
countenance. His hands were small and prehensile, with fingers knotted
like a cord; and they were continually flickering in front of him in
violent and expressive pantomime. As for Tabary, a broad, complacent,
admiring imbecility breathed from his squash nose and slobbering lips:
he had become a thief, just as he might have become the most decent of
burgesses, by the imperious chance that rules the lives of human geese
and human donkeys.
At the monk’s other hand, Montigny and Thevenin Pensete
played a game of chance. About the first there clung some flavor of good
birth and training, as about a fallen angel; something long, lithe, and
courtly in the person; something aquiline and darkling in the face.
Thevenin, poor soul, was in great feather: he had done a good stroke of
knavery that afternoon in the Faubourg St. Jacques, and all night he had
been gaining from Montigny. A flat smile illuminated his face; his bald
head shone rosily in a garland of red curls; his little protuberant
stomach shook with silent chucklings as he swept in his gains.
“Doubles or quits?” said Thevenin.
Montigny nodded grimly.
“Some may prefer to dine in state” wrote Villon, “On bread and cheese on silver plate. Or—or—help me out, Guido!”
Tabary giggled.
“Or parsley on a silver dish” scribbled the poet.
The wind was freshening without; it drove the snow
before it, and sometimes raised its voice in a victorious whoop, and
made sepulchral grumblings in the chimney. The cold was growing sharper
as the night went on. Villon, protruding his lips, imitated the gust
with something between a whistle and a groan. It was an eerie,
uncomfortable talent of the poet’s, much detested by the Picardy monk.
“Can’t you hear it rattle in the gibbet?” said Villon.
“They are all dancing the devil’s jig on nothing, up there. You may
dance, my gallants, you’ll be none the warmer! Whew, what a gust! Down
went somebody just now! A medlar the fewer on the three-legged
medlar-tree!—I say, Dom Nicolas, it’ll be cold to-night on the St. Denis
Road?” he asked.
Dom Nicolas winked both his big eyes, and seemed to
choke upon his Adam’s apple. Montfaucon, the great grisly Paris gibbet,
stood hard by the St. Denis Road, and the pleasantry touched him on the
raw. As for Tabary, he laughed immoderately over the medlars; he had
never heard anything more light-hearted; and he held his sides and
crowed. Villon fetched him a fillip on the nose, which turned his mirth
into an attack of coughing.
“Oh, stop that row,” said Villon, “and think of rhymes to ‘fish.’”
“Doubles or quits,” said Montigny doggedly.
“With all my heart,” quoth Thevenin.
“Is there any more in that bottle?” asked the monk.
“Open another,” said Villon. “How do you ever hope to
fill that big hogshead, your body, with little things like bottles? And
how do you expect to get to heaven? How many angels, do you fancy, can
be spared to carry up a single monk from Picardy? Or do you think
yourself another Elias—and they’ll send the coach for you?”
“Hominibus impossibile” replied the monk, as he filled his glass.
Tabary was in ecstasies.
Villon filliped his nose again.
“Laugh at my jokes, if you like,” he said.
“It was very good,” objected Tabary.
Villon made a face at him. “Think of rhymes to ‘fish,’”
he said. “What have you to do with Latin? You’ll wish you knew none of
it at the great assizes, when the devil calls for Guido Tabary,
clericus—the devil with the humpback and red-hot finger-nails. Talking
of the devil,” he added, in a whisper, “look at Montigny!”
All three peered covertly at the gamester. He did not
seem to be enjoying his luck. His mouth was a little to a side; one
nostril nearly shut, and the other much inflated. The black dog was on
his back, as people say, in terrifying nursery metaphor; and he breathed
hard under the gruesome burden.
“He looks as if he could knife him,” whispered Tabary, with round eyes.
The monk shuddered, and turned his face and spread his
open hands to the red embers. It was the cold that thus affected Dom
Nicolas, and not any excess of moral sensibility.
“Come now,” said Villon—”about this ballade. How does it run so far?”
And beating time with his hand, he read it aloud to Tabary.
And beating time with his hand, he read it aloud to Tabary.
They were interrupted at the fourth rhyme by a brief and
fatal movement among the gamesters. The round was completed, and
Thevenin was just opening his mouth to claim another victory, when
Montigny leaped up, swift as an adder, and stabbed him to the heart. The
blow took effect before he had time to utter a cry, before he had time
to move. A tremor or two convulsed his frame; his hands opened and shut,
his heels rattled on the floor; then his head rolled backward over one
shoulder with the eyes open, and Thevenin Pensete’s spirit had returned
to Him who made it.
Everyone sprang to his feet; but the business was over
in two twos. The four living fellows looked at each other in rather a
ghastly fashion; the dead man contemplating a corner of the roof with a
singular and ugly leer.
“My God!” said Tabary, and he began to pray in Latin.
Villon broke out into hysterical laughter. He came a
step forward and clucked a ridiculous bow at Thevenin, and laughed still
louder. Then he sat down suddenly, all of a heap, upon a stool, and
continued laughing bitterly as though he would shake himself to pieces.
Montigny recovered his composure first.
“Let’s see what he has about him,” he remarked; and he
picked the dead man’s pockets with a practised hand, and divided the
money into four equal portions on the table. “There’s for you,” he said.
The monk received his share with a deep sigh, and a
single stealthy glance at the dead Thevenin, who was beginning to sink
into himself and topple sideways off the chair.
“We’re all in for it,” cried Villon, swallowing his
mirth. “It’s a hanging job for every man jack of us that’s here—not to
speak of those who aren’t.” He made a shocking gesture in the air with
his raised right hand, and put out his tongue and threw his head on one
side, so as to counterfeit the appearance of one who has been hanged.
Then he pocketed his share of the spoil, and executed a shuffle with his
feet as if to restore the circulation.
Tabary was the last to help himself; he made a dash at the money, and retired to the other end of the apartment.
Montigny stuck Thevenin upright in the chair, and drew out the dagger, which was followed by a jet of blood.
“You fellows had better be moving,” he said, as he wiped the blade on his victim’s doublet.
“I think we had,” returned Villon with a gulp. “Damn his
fat head!” he broke out. “It sticks in my throat like phlegm. What
right has a man to have red hair when he is dead?” And he fell all of a
heap again upon the stool, and fairly covered his face with his hands.
Montigny and Dom Nicolas laughed aloud, even Tabary feebly chiming in.
“Cry baby,” said the monk.
“I always said he was a woman,” added Montigny with a
sneer. “Sit up, can’t you?” he went on, giving another shake to the
murdered body. “Tread out that fire, Nick.” But Nick was better
employed; he was quietly taking Villon’s purse, as the poet sat, limp
and trembling, on the stool where he had been making a ballade not three
minutes before. Montigny and Tabary dumbly demanded a share of the
booty, which the monk silently promised as he passed the little bag into
the bosom of his gown. In many ways an artistic nature unfits a man for
practical existence.
No sooner had the theft been accomplished than Villon
shook himself, jumped to his feet, and began helping to scatter and
extinguish the embers. Meanwhile Montigny opened the door and cautiously
peered into the street. The coast was clear; there was no meddlesome
patrol in sight. Still it was judged wiser to slip out severally; and as
Villon was himself in a hurry to escape from the neighborhood of the
dead Thevenin, and the rest were in a still greater hurry to get rid of
him before he should discover the loss of his money, he was the first by
general consent to issue forth into the street.
The wind had triumphed and swept all the clouds from
heaven. Only a few vapors, as thin as moonlight, fleeted rapidly across
the stars. It was bitter cold; and by a common optical effect, things
seemed almost more definite than in the broadest daylight. The sleeping
city was absolutely still: a company of white hoods, a field full of
little Alps, below the twinkling stars. Villon cursed his fortune. Would
it were still snowing! Now, wherever he went he left an indelible trail
behind him on the glittering streets; wherever he went he was still
tethered to the house by the cemetery of St. John; wherever he went he
must weave, with his own plodding feet, the rope that bound him to the
crime and would bind him to the gallows. The leer of the dead man came
back to him with a new significance. He snapped his fingers as if to
pluck up his own spirits, and choosing a street at random, stepped
boldly forward in the snow.
Two things preoccupied him as he went: the aspect of the
gallows at Montfaucon in this bright windy phase of the night’s
existence, for one; and for another, the look of the dead man with his
bald head and garland of red curls. Both struck cold upon his heart, and
he kept quickening his pace as if he could escape from unpleasant
thoughts by mere fleetness of foot. Sometimes he looked back over his
shoulder with a sudden nervous jerk; but he was the only moving thing in
the white streets, except when the wind swooped round a corner and
threw up the snow, which was beginning to freeze, in spouts of
glittering dust.
Suddenly he saw, a long way before him, a black clump
and a couple of lanterns. The clump was in motion, and the lanterns
swung as though carried by men walking. It was a patrol. And though it
was merely crossing his line of march, he judged it wiser to get out of
eyeshot as speedily as he could. He was not in the humor to be
challenged, and he was conscious of making a very conspicuous mark upon
the snow. Just on his left hand there stood a great hotel, with some
turrets and a large porch before the door; it was half-ruinous, he
remembered, and had long stood empty; and so he made three steps of it
and jumped inside the shelter of the porch. It was pretty dark inside,
after the glimmer of the snowy streets, and he was groping forward with
outspread hands, when he stumbled over some substance which offered an
indescribable mixture of resistances, hard and soft, firm and loose. His
heart gave a leap, and he sprang two steps back and stared dreadfully
at the obstacle. Then he gave a little laugh of relief. It was only a
woman, and she dead. He knelt beside her to make sure upon this latter
point. She was freezing cold, and rigid like a stick. A little ragged
finery fluttered in the wind about her hair, and her cheeks had been
heavily rouged that same afternoon. Her pockets were quite empty; but in
her stocking, underneath the garter, Villon found two of the small
coins that went by the name of whites. It was little enough; but it was
always something; and the poet was moved with a deep sense of pathos
that she should have died before she had spent her money. That seemed to
him a dark and pitiable mystery; and he looked from the coins in his
hand to the dead woman, and back again to the coins, shaking his head
over the riddle of man’s life. Henry V. of England, dying at Vincennes
just after he had conquered France, and this poor jade cut off by a cold
draught in a great man’s doorway, before she had time to spend her
couple of whites—it seemed a cruel way to carry on the world. Two whites
would have taken such a little while to squander; and yet it would have
been one more good taste in the mouth, one more smack of the lips,
before the devil got the soul, and the body was left to birds and
vermin. He would like to use all his tallow before the light was blown
out and the lantern broken.
While these thoughts were passing through his mind, he
was feeling, half-mechanically, for his purse. Suddenly his heart
stopped beating; a feeling of cold scales passed up the back of his
legs, and a cold blow seemed to fall upon his scalp. He stood petrified
for a moment; then he felt again with one feverish movement; and then
his loss burst upon him, and he was covered with perspiration. To
spendthrifts money is so living and actual—it is such a thin veil
between them and their pleasures! There is only one limit to their
fortune—that of time; and a spendthrift with only a few crowns is the
Emperor of Rome until they are spent. For such a person to lose his
money is to suffer the most shocking reverse, and fall from heaven to
hell, from all to nothing, in a breath. And all the more if he has put
his head in the halter for it; if he may be hanged to-morrow for that
same purse, so dearly earned, so foolishly departed. Villon stood and
cursed; he threw the two whites into the street; he shook his fist at
heaven; he stamped, and was not horrified to find himself trampling the
poor corpse. Then he began rapidly to retrace his steps toward the house
beside the cemetery. He had forgotten all fear of the patrol, which was
long gone by at any rate, and had no idea but that of his lost purse.
It was in vain that he looked right and left upon the snow; nothing was
to be seen. He had not dropped it in the streets. Had it fallen in the
house? He would have liked dearly to go in and see; but the idea of the
grisly occupant unmanned him. And he saw besides, as he drew near, that
their efforts to put out the fire had been unsuccessful; on the
contrary, it had broken into a blaze, and a changeful light played in
the chinks of the door and window, and revived his terror for the
authorities and Paris gibbet.
He returned to the hotel with the porch, and groped
about upon the snow for the money he had thrown away in his childish
passion. But he could only find one white; the other had probably struck
sideways and sunk deeply in. With a single white in his pocket, all his
projects for a rousing night in some wild tavern vanished utterly away.
And it was not only pleasure that fled laughing from his grasp;
positive discomfort, positive pain, attacked him as he stood ruefully
before the porch. His perspiration had dried upon him; and though the
wind had now fallen, a binding frost was setting in stronger with every
hour, and he felt benumbed and sick at heart. What was to be done? Late
as was the hour, improbable as was success, he would try the house of
his adopted father, the chaplain of St. Benoit.
He ran there all the way, and knocked timidly. There was
no answer. He knocked again and again, taking heart with every stroke;
and at last steps were heard approaching from within. A barred wicket
fell open in the iron-studded door, and emitted a gush of yellow light.
“Hold up your face to the wicket,” said the chaplain from within.
“It’s only me,” whimpered Villon.
“Oh, it’s only you, is it?” returned the chaplain; and
he cursed him with foul unpriestly oaths for disturbing him at such an
hour, and bade him be off to hell, where he came from.
“My hands are blue to the wrists,” pleaded Villon; “my
feet are dead and full of twinges; my nose aches with the sharp air; the
cold lies at my heart. I may be dead before morning. Only this once,
father, and before God I will never ask again.”
“You should have come earlier,” said the ecclesiastic,
coolly. “Young men require a lesson now and then.” He shut the wicket
and retired deliberately into the interior of the house.
Villon was beside himself; he beat upon the door with his hands and feet, and shouted hoarsely after the chaplain.
“Wormy old fox,” he cried. “If I had my hand under your twist, I would send you flying headlong into the bottomless pit.”
A door shut in the interior, faintly audible to the poet
down long passages. He passed his hand over his mouth with an oath. And
then the humor of the situation struck him, and he laughed and looked
lightly up to heaven, where the stars seemed to be winking over his
discomfiture.
What was to be done? It looked very like a night in the
frosty streets. The idea of the dead woman popped into his imagination,
and gave him a hearty fright; what had happened to her in the early
night might very well happen to him before morning. And he so young! and
with such immense possibilities of disorderly amusement before him! He
felt quite pathetic over the notion of his own fate, as if it had been
some one else’s, and made a little imaginative vignette of the scene in
the morning when they should find his body.
He passed all his chances under review, turning the
white between his thumb and forefinger. Unfortunately he was on bad
terms with some old friends who would once have taken pity on him in
such a plight. He had lampooned them in verses, he had beaten and
cheated them; and yet now, when he was in so close a pinch, he thought
there was at least one who might perhaps relent. It was a chance. It was
worth trying at least, and he would go and see.
On the way, two little accidents happened to him which
colored his musings in a very different manner. For, first, he fell in
with the track of a patrol, and walked in it for some yards, although it
lay out of his direction. And this spirited him up; at least he had
confused his trail; for he was still possessed with the idea of people
tracking him all about Paris over the snow, and collaring him next
morning before he was awake. The other matter affected him very
differently. He passed a street corner, where, not so long before, a
woman and her child had been devoured by wolves. This was just the kind
of weather, he reflected, when wolves might take it into their heads to
enter Paris again; and a lone man in these deserted streets would run
the chance of something worse than a mere scare. He stopped and looked
upon the place with unpleasant interest—it was a centre where several
lanes intersected each other; and he looked down them all one after
another, and held his breath to listen, lest he should detect some
galloping black things on the snow or hear the sound of howling between
him and the river. He remembered his mother telling him the story and
pointing out the spot, while he was yet a child. His mother! If he only
knew where she lived, he might make sure at least of shelter. He
determined he would inquire upon the morrow: nay, he would go and see
her, too, poor old girl! So thinking, he arrived at his destination—his
last hope for the night.
The house was quite dark, like its neighbors, and yet
after a few taps, he heard a movement overhead, a door opening, and a
cautious voice asking who was there. The poet named himself in a loud
whisper, and waited, not without some trepidation, the result. Nor had
he to wait long. A window was suddenly opened, and a pailful of slops
splashed down upon the doorstep. Villon had not been unprepared for
something of the sort, and had put himself as much in shelter as the
nature of the porch admitted; but for all that, he was deplorably
drenched below the waist. His hose began to freeze almost at once. Death
from cold and exposure stared him in the face; he remembered he was of
phthisical tendency, and began coughing tentatively. But the gravity of
the danger steadied his nerves. He stopped a few hundred yards from the
door where he had been so rudely used, and reflected with his finger to
his nose. He could only see one way of getting a lodging, and that was
to take it. He had noticed a house not far away which looked as if it
might be easily broken into, and thither he betook himself promptly,
entertaining himself on the way with the idea of a room still hot, with a
table still loaded with the remains of supper, where he might pass the
rest of the black hours, and whence he should issue, on the morrow, with
an armful of valuable plate. He even considered on what viands and what
wines he should prefer; and as he was calling the roll of his favorite
dainties, roast fish presented itself to his mind with an odd mixture of
amusement and horror.
“I shall never finish that ballade,” he thought to
himself; and then, with another shudder at the recollection, “Oh, damn
his fat head!” he repeated fervently, and spat upon the snow.
The house in question looked dark at first sight; but as
Villon made a preliminary inspection in search of the handiest point of
attack, a little twinkle of light caught his eye from behind a
curtained window.
“The devil!” he thought. “People awake! Some student or
some saint, confound the crew! Can’t they get drunk and lie in bed
snoring like their neighbors! What’s the good of curfew, and poor devils
of bell-ringers jumping at a rope’s-end in bell-towers? What’s the use
of day, if people sit up all night? The gripes to them!” He grinned as
he saw where his logic was leading him. “Every man to his business,
after all,” added he, “and if they’re awake, by the Lord, I may come by a
supper honestly for this once, and cheat the devil.”
He went boldly to the door, and knocked with an assured
hand. On both previous occasions he had knocked timidly and with some
dread of attracting notice; but now, when he had just discarded the
thought of a burglarious entry, knocking at a door seemed a mighty
simple and innocent proceeding. The sound of his blows echoed through
the house with thin, phantasmal reverberations, as though it were quite
empty; but these had scarcely died away before a measured tread drew
near, a couple of bolts were withdrawn, and one wing was opened broadly,
as though no guile or fear of guile were known to those within. A tall
figure of a man, muscular and spare, but a little bent, confronted
Villon. The head was massive in bulk, but finely sculptured; the nose
blunt at the bottom but refining upward to where it joined a pair of
strong and honest eyebrows; the mouth and eyes surrounded with delicate
markings, and the whole face based upon a thick white beard, boldly and
squarely trimmed. Seen as it was by the light of a flickering hand-lamp,
it looked perhaps nobler than it had a right to do; but it was a fine
face, honorable rather than intelligent, strong, simple, and righteous.
“You knock late, sir,” said the old man in resonant, courteous tones.
Villon cringed, and brought up many servile words of
apology; at a crisis of this sort, the beggar was uppermost in him, and
the man of genius hid his head with confusion.
“You are cold,” repeated the old man, “and hungry? Well,
step in.” And he ordered him into the house with a noble enough
gesture.
“Some great seigneur,” thought Villon, as his host,
setting down the lamp on the flagged pavement of the entry, shot the
bolts once more into their places.
“You will pardon me if I go in front,” he said, when
this was done; and he preceded the poet up-stairs into a large
apartment, warmed with a pan of charcoal and lit by a great lamp hanging
from the roof. It was very bare of furniture; only some gold plate on a
sideboard; some folios; and a stand of armor between the windows. Some
smart tapestry hung upon the walls, representing the crucifixion of our
Lord in one piece, and in another a scene of shepherds and shepherdesses
by a running stream. Over the chimney was a shield of arms.
“Will you seat yourself,” said the old man, “and forgive
me if I leave you? I am alone in my house to-night, and if you are to
eat I must forage for you myself.”
No sooner was his host gone than Villon leaped from the
chair on which he just seated himself, and began examining the room,
with the stealth and passion of a cat. He weighed the gold flagons in
his hand, opened all the folios, and investigated the arms upon the
shield, and the stuff with which the seats were lined. He raised the
window-curtains, and saw that the windows were set with rich stained
glass in figures, so far as he could see, of martial import. Then he
stood in the middle of the room, drew a long breath, and retaining it
with puffed cheeks, looked round and round him, turning on his heels, as
if to impress every feature of the apartment on his memory.
“Seven pieces of plate,” he said. “If there had been ten
I would have risked it. A fine house, and a fine old master, so help me
all the saints.”
And just then, hearing the old man’s tread returning
along the corridor, he stole back to his chair, and began toasting his
wet legs before the charcoal pan.
His entertainer had a plate of meat in one hand and a
jug of wine in the other. He set down the plate upon the table,
motioning Villon to draw in his chair, and going to the sideboard,
brought back two goblets, which he filled.
“I drink to your better fortune,” he said, gravely touching Villon’s cup with his own.
“To our better acquaintance,” said the poet, growing
bold. A mere man of the people would have been awed by the courtesy of
the old seigneur, but Villon was hardened in that matter; he had made
mirth for great lords before now, and found them as black rascals as
himself. And so he devoted himself to the viands with a ravenous gusto,
while the old man, leaning backward, watched him with steady, curious
eyes.
“You have blood on your shoulder, my man,” he said.
Montigny must have laid his wet right hand upon him as he left the house. He cursed Montigny in his heart.
“It was none of my shedding,” he stammered.
“I had not supposed so,” returned his host quietly. “A brawl?”
“Well, something of that sort,” Villon admitted with a quaver.
“Perhaps a fellow murdered?”
“Oh, no, not murdered,” said the poet, more and more
confused. “It was all fair play—murdered by accident. I had no hand in
it, God strike me dead!” he added fervently.
“One rogue the fewer, I dare say,” observed the master of the house.
“You may dare to say that,” agreed Villon, infinitely
relieved. “As big a rogue as there is between here and Jerusalem. He
turned up his toes like a lamb. But it was a nasty thing to look at. I
dare say you’ve seen dead men in your time, my lord?” he added, glancing
at the armor.
“Many,” said the old man. “I have followed the wars, as you imagine.”
Villon laid down his knife and fork, which he had just taken up again.
“Were any of them bald?” he asked.
“Oh, yes, and with hair as white as mine.”
“I don’t think I would mind the white so much,” said
Villon. “His was red.” And he had a return of his shuddering and
tendency to laughter, which he drowned with a great draught of wine.
“I’m a little put out when I think of it,” he went on. “I knew him—damn
him! And the cold gives a man fancies—or the fancies give a man cold, I
don’t know which.”
“Have you any money?” asked the old man.
“I have one white,” returned the poet, laughing. “I got
it out of a dead jade’s stocking in a porch. She was as dead as Caesar,
poor wench, and as cold as a church, with bits of ribbon sticking in her
hair. This is a hard world in winter for wolves and wenches and poor
rogues like me.”
“I,” said the old man, “am Enguerrand de la Feuillee, seigneur se
Brisetout, bailly du Patatrac. Who and what may you be?”
Brisetout, bailly du Patatrac. Who and what may you be?”
Villon rose and made a suitable reverence. “I am called
Francis Villon,” he said, “a poor Master of Arts of this university. I
know some Latin, and a deal of vice. I can make chansons, ballades,
lais, virelais, and roundels, and I am very fond of wine. I was born in a
garret, and I shall not improbably die upon the gallows. I may add, my
lord, that from this night forward I am your lordship’s very obsequious
servant to command.”
“No servant of mine,” said the knight; “my guest for this evening, and no more.”
“A very grateful guest,” said Villon, politely; and he drank in dumb show to his entertainer.
“You are shrewd,” began the old man, tapping his
forehead, “very shrewd; you have learning; you are a clerk; and yet you
take a small piece of money off a dead woman in the street. Is it not a
kind of theft?”
“It is a kind of theft much practised in the wars, my lord.”
“The wars are the field of honor,” returned the old man
proudly. “There a man plays his life upon the cast; he fights in the
name of his lord the king, his Lord God, and all their lordships the
holy saints and angels.”
“Put it,” said Villon, “that I were really a thief, should I not play my life also, and against heavier odds?”
“For gain, and not for honor.”
“Gain?” repeated Villon with a shrug. “Gain! The poor
fellow wants supper, and takes it. So does the soldier in a campaign.
Why, what are all these requisitions we hear so much about? If they are
not gain to those who take them, they are loss enough to the others. The
men-at-arms drink by a good fire, while the burgher bites his nails to
buy them wine and wood. I have seen a good many ploughmen swinging on
trees about the country; ay, I have seen thirty on one elm, and a very
poor figure they made; and when I asked some one how all these came to
be hanged, I was told it was because they could not scrape together
enough crowns to satisfy the men-at-arms.”
“These things are a necessity of war, which the low-born
must endure with constancy. It is true that some captains drive
overhard; there are spirits in every rank not easily moved by pity; and,
indeed, many follow arms who are no better than brigands.”
“You see,” said the poet, “you cannot separate the
soldier from the brigand; and what is a thief but an isolated brigand
with circumspect manners? I steal a couple of mutton chops, without so
much as disturbing the farmer’s sheep; the farmer grumbles a bit, but
sups none the less wholesomely on what remains. You come up blowing
gloriously on a trumpet, take away the whole sheep, and beat the farmer
pitifully into the bargain. I have no trumpet; I am only Tom, Dick, or
Harry; I am a rogue and a dog, and hanging’s too good for me—with all my
heart—but just you ask the farmer which of us he prefers, just find out
which of us he lies awake to curse on cold nights.”
“Look at us two,” said his lordship. “I am old, strong,
and honored. If I were turned from my house to-morrow, hundreds would be
proud to shelter me. Poor people would go out and pass the night in the
streets with their children, if I merely hinted that I wished to be
alone. And I find you up, wandering homeless, and picking farthings off
dead women by the wayside! I fear no man and nothing; I have seen you
tremble and lose countenance at a word. I wait God’s summons contentedly
in my own house, or, if it please the king to call me out again, upon
the field of battle. You look for the gallows; a rough, swift death,
without hope or honor. Is there no difference between these two?”
“As far as to the moon,” Villon acquiesced. “But if I
had been born lord of Brisetout, and you had been the poor scholar
Francis, would the difference have been any the less? Should not I have
been warming my knees at this charcoal pan, and would not you have been
groping for farthings in the snow? Should not I have been the soldier,
and you the thief?”
“A thief!” cried the old man. “I a thief! If you understood your words, you would repent them.”
Villon turned out his hands with a gesture of inimitable
impudence. “If your lordship had done me the honor to follow my
argument!” he said.
“I do you too much honor in submitting to your
presence,” said the knight. “Learn to curb your tongue when you speak
with old and honorable men, or some one hastier than I may reprove you
in a sharper fashion.” And he rose and paced the lower end of the
apartment, struggling with anger and antipathy. Villon surreptitiously
refilled his cup, and settled himself more comfortably in the chair,
crossing his knees and leaning his head upon one hand and the elbow
against the back of the chair. He was now replete and warm; and he was
in nowise frightened for his host, having gauged him as justly as was
possible between two such different characters. The night was far spent,
and in a very comfortable fashion after all; and he felt morally
certain of a safe departure on the morrow.
“Tell me one thing,” said the old man, pausing in his walk. “Are you really a thief?”
“I claim the sacred rights of hospitality,” returned the poet. “My lord, I am.”
“You are very young,” the knight continued.
“I should never have been so old,” replied Villon;
showing his fingers, “if I had not helped myself with these ten talents.
They have been my nursing mothers and my nursing fathers.”
“You may still repent and change.”
“I repent daily,” said the poet. “There are few people
more given to repentance than poor Francis. As for change, let somebody
change my circumstances. A man must continue to eat, if it were only
that he may continue to repent.”
“The change must begin in the heart,” returned the old man solemnly.
“My dear lord,” answered Villon, “do you really fancy
that I steal for pleasure? I hate stealing, like any other piece of work
or danger. My teeth chatter when I see a gallows. But I must eat, I
must drink, I must mix in society of some sort. What the devil! Man is
not a solitary animal—Cui Deus foeminam tradit. Make me king’s
pantler—make me abbot of St. Denis; make me bailly of the Patatrac; and
then I shall be changed indeed. But as long as you leave me the poor
scholar Francis Villon, without a farthing, why, of course, I remain the
same.”
“The grace of God is all-powerful.”
“I should be a heretic to question it,” said Francis.
“It has made you lord of Brisetout, and bailly of the Patatrac; it has
given me nothing but the quick wits under my hat and these ten toes upon
my hands. May I help myself to wine? I thank you respectfully. By God’s
grace, you have a very superior vintage.”
The lord of Brisetout walked to and fro with his hands
behind his back. Perhaps he was not yet quite settled in his mind about
the parallel between thieves and soldiers; perhaps Villon had interested
him by some cross-thread of sympathy; perhaps his wits were simply
muddled by so much unfamiliar reasoning; but whatever the cause, he
somehow yearned to convert the young man to a better way of thinking,
and could not make up his mind to drive him forth again into the street.
“There is something more than I can understand in this,”
he said, at length. “Your mouth is full of subtleties, and the devil
has led you very far astray; but the devil is only a very weak spirit
before God’s truth, and all his subtleties vanish at a word of true
honor, like darkness at morning. Listen to me once more. I learned long
ago that a gentleman should live chivalrously and lovingly to God, and
the king, and his lady; and though I have seen many strange things done,
I have still striven to command my ways upon that rule. It is not only
written in all noble histories, but in every man’s heart, if he will
take care to read. You speak of food and wine, and I know very well that
hunger is a difficult trial to endure; but you do not speak of other
wants; you say nothing of honor, of faith to God and other men, of
courtesy, of love without reproach. It may be that I am not very
wise—and yet I think I am—but you seem to me like one who has lost his
way and made a great error in life. You are attending to the little
wants, and you have totally forgotten the great and only real ones, like
a man who should be doctoring a toothache on the Judgment Day. For such
things as honor and love and faith are not only nobler than food and
drink, but, indeed, I think that we desire them more, and suffer more
sharply for their absence. I speak to you as I think you will most
easily understand me. Are you not, while careful to fill your belly,
disregarding another appetite in your heart, which spoils the pleasure
of your life and keeps you continually wretched?”
Villon was sensibly nettled under all this sermonizing.
“You think I have no sense of honor!” he cried. “I’m poor enough, God
knows! It’s hard to see rich people with their gloves, and you blowing
your hands. An empty belly is a bitter thing, although you speak so
lightly of it. If you had had as many as I, perhaps you would change
your tune. Anyway, I’m a thief—make the most of that—but I’m not a devil
from hell, God strike me dead. I would have you to know I’ve an honor
of my own, as good as yours, though I don’t prate about it all day long,
as if it were a God’s miracle to have any. It seems quite natural to
me; I keep it in its box till it’s wanted. Why now, look you here, how
long have I been in this room with you? Did you not tell me you were
alone in the house? Look at your gold plate! You’re strong, if you like,
but you’re old and unarmed, and I have my knife. What did I want but a
jerk of the elbow, and here would have been you with the cold steel in
your bowels, and there would have been me, linking in the streets, with
an armful of gold cups! Did you suppose I hadn’t wit enough to see that?
And I scorned the action. There are your damned goblets, as safe as in a
church; there are you, with your heart ticking as good as new; and here
am I, ready to go out again as poor as I came in, with my one white
that you threw in my teeth! And you think I have no sense of honor—God
strike me dead!”
The old man stretched out his right arm. “I will tell
you what you are,” he said. “You are a rogue, my man, an impudent and a
black-hearted rogue and vagabond. I have passed an hour with you. Oh!
believe me, I feel myself disgraced! And you have eaten and drank at my
table. But now I am sick at your presence; the day has come, and the
night-bird should be off to his roost. Will you go before, or after?”
“Which you please,” returned the poet, rising. “I
believe you to be strictly honorable.” He thoughtfully emptied his cup.
“I wish I could add you were intelligent,” he went on, knocking on his
head with his knuckles. “Age, age! the brains stiff and rheumatic.”
The old man preceded him from a point of self-respect; Villon followed, whistling, with his thumbs in his girdle.
“God pity you,” said the lord of Brisetout at the door.
“Good-bye, papa,” returned Villon, with a yawn. “Many thanks for the cold mutton.”
The door closed behind him. The dawn was breaking over
the white roofs. A chill, uncomfortable morning ushered in the day.
Villon stood and heartily stretched himself in the middle of the road.
“A very dull old gentleman,” he thought. “I wonder what his goblets may be worth.”
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