Friday, October 12, 2012

You Fucking Piece of Useless Shit

My Mother is still dead. 
Now, back at work the looks, the go[o]dly well meant stares followed by the awkward words of missed understanding just add to my surreal feeling of distance.
Calm. 
My Mother should have died a few years ago when this fucking excuse for a God decided to take her mind.
Her memory.
Her freedom. 
These past few years of her confinement, her torture within a body just moving around was cruel. 
A disgusting joke. 
She believed in you, you fucking piece of useless shit. 
She wants to, waits to, to see her loved ones "on the other side". 
But you and I know she won't.
You and I both know she's really, really gone.

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