Beginning again

Fall is coming
I feel sure of it now
chilly more than not
the death of plants brings an odd beginning
again
gearing up
"here we go again"
"bet it's a bad winter this time"
"can you feel it?"
Fuck
how stupid is all this
again
increments
as if starting again
was
how stupid
all you ever have is bits
chips of memories
it's all so fucked
beginning again